I have concluded that once I can reach inner peace and stability I will take induce the trip that I’m so unsure of taking right now.  I think that the right path to take will be to begin with small baby steps to healing/clearing my energy field.  I will begin with books on crystal therapy, angel therapy and emotional freedom.  I have decided that chakra clearing will be helpful but not as important right now.  I need less dreaming and more doing as of right now.  I have the resources and I will begin using them.  No more being halted by second guessing to the point that I’m stagnant.